Why do I do what I do? Because I want to look... no... I want to BE one of the girls above. I want to be a model - thin, perfect, beautiful, captivating to everyone. I want to be able to put on anything and look fabulous, wear a bikini without shame.
AJ asked me what my plan is for maintaining my weight. Well, for now I plan on sticking to under 1000 calories a day. Not because I still want to lose weight (I have set a limit for myself anyway - 113.6!) but because I want to see what my body will do before I start adding more calories to my intake. I don't want to add too many calories right away and end up gaining all the weight back! So for now, under 1000 calories, and if I go below 113.6, I'll start adding more :)
Thanks so much to everyone for your congratulations :) It really means a lot to me! As you can see, I am already up .2 pounds today, probably because of the china buffet I went to yesterday! But, here is the wonderful thing - I went to the buffet and was able to ENJOY it, instead of being totally afraid of it. I haven't felt that way about eating out in a long time. It was refreshing. I just took a plate, filled it with all my favorites, and left it at that. No seconds, just one plate of my favorites. And it was yummy :)
Take care, girls, and stay strong!!