This is my very first blog post, so please take it easy! I will start by introducing myself in relation to thinspiration (that rhymed!). I recently discovered this term, but it has been a part of me my entire life. I have always been obsessed with weight, exercise, nutrition, health, spirituality - all things I find to be a very big part of the pro-ana/thinspiration world. I diet, I don't diet. I fast, I don't fast. Food is an object I have an uncertain relationship with. I don't know if it's good or if it's bad. All I know is that if I binge, I feel awful, and I get fat, and that is one of the worst feelings in the world. I also know that when I lose weight and my belly is flat I feel happy and accomplished inside. I'm thankful to find that I am not alone. I have found many other blogs relating to this topic, which is one of the reasons I decided to start my own. We NEED to be sharing with one another, even if it is done anonymously, as I am doing. Call me Lita, which means "light", and is what I hope to be for others.
Probably what you're wondering as of now, my current stats:
Height: 5'8.25" (That quarter is VERY important to me!)
My current thinspiration is Emma Watson, who has a BMI of 18. My goal is to drop from my current BMI of 18.6 to that 18, and then see where I want to go from there. All I know is that I never, ever want to get anywhere CLOSE to that 127. NEVER AGAIN.
Today went really well for me. I have been living by an "ana pyramid" I found on a blog site and love. It includes water, coffee and tea, juice and diet soda, vegetables, supplements, and then only sparingly, food (I modified this a bit from the pyramid on the blog). Today:
Cal intake: 907 (More than I would like... but at least the workout made up for it. Mostly.)
Cal outtake: 550 calories
Total cal: 357
Hopefully I will see at least a pound gone tomorrow morning. I hope, I hope, I hope!
The reason I chose the blog title "Wanting to Wear Anything" is because THAT is my goal - to wear anything and look amazing. I need to be a hanger for clothes to hang well. I'm not there yet, as I keep realizing more and more each day.
Thank you for allowing me this lengthy introduction. I look forward to sharing with you as often as I am capable, hopefully every day! Please share your thoughts and thinspirations. "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels."